Half of As has gone by just like this somehow i feel that its too fast for me to accept this speed of progress. I think this amount of stress that is piling up is making everything inside me feel uncomfortable. Lately insecurity started to set in. I get so afraid of losing the things that im having now that i dontknw what am i to do to keep things the way they were before i was feeling this way. My emotions just keep getting the better of me. Perhaps im too paranoid that at times i get too protective over things that are already good. All i need is some assurance now. Will you do that please?

I do hope things will remain as they are but externalities are hitting me off. Time and assurance are all i need.