Life is a charade. Okay, sometimes.

I have been thinking what i should do to make my life a little more colourful. my hols has officially started on wed and i dont seem to feel any joy coming my direction. hello joy, where're you? lying on the bed till 1-ish, couching potatoes the whole day, staring at the comp screen till its bedtime. sounds just like the life of a no lifer and thats me. but still, i dont want this nov to end. and i hope it nv ends. put me to sleep. i dont want to wake up to this dullness. do i really have to slit myself to see some colour. okay, bye. im gng to colour myself.