sometimes i feel like killing myself. you knw when ur emotions take over ur whole mind, when you simply cant think of anything but just use ur feelings to express ur thoughts? thats how i have been feeling for the past 2days, and now even. and at times you get overpowering urge to want to do something that will hurt someone, but you cant stop, becauseeeeeeeeee ure one who lets ur emotions climb over you ; and thats me. alot of times i just blurt out the first thing that comes to my mind, thinking seldom visit and thats how i get myself and people around me upset. im so sick of myself being so sensitively touch-me-not. it irritates me. even i dont like myself, who would?


you mean so much to me.