there's just so much i want to tell you. so much happened in school today. i nearly exploded. i thought of you. i love the cookies. i ate only 2. i cant bear to finish. im scared that once i eat, i cant stop and all will be gone. i dont want.

"love precisely requires us to strip it away from all circumstances, all notions, all pre-conceptions, every single thing, before we can see it truly. forget all the shit, forget all the disappointments. you can't see nuts if you have those thoughts hovering in your mind. love is just love, don't attach it with pre-conceptions. it's meant to be seen as a lone intangible entity that only manifests when you can forgive and forget mistakes and flaws." -che
i feel that what she said thou its super emo but i agree. totally.

can someone tell him how much he means to me, pls.