i am lazy. i feel different and i dontknw why. after 1524473926 days of no blogging, i think i'm back. i really dont like to feel vulnerable. it gives me the creeps that i might lose smth soon. i nv like that feeling. it scares me. i want to be happy and i knw i can. cos ive always been, as long as you're there with me. i love you baby.

im at tab's place. i decided to go over. its been long since i went to there. i like playing with abby. she helped me pack my bed! :D i'm bored. i miss my baby. ):